Helping humankind live with the earth not against it

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Short reflection on liminal space

I love the phrase liminal space. One of the times I think about it a lot is when I am diving. I don’t like boat diving, partially because I get sea sick, and partially because I love the time spent swimming out from the shore. On a boat you get your gear on, jump in and down you go. You don’t hang out in that liminal space of the surface. That place you are not tied to because of your equipment.

I enjoy shore diving. I enjoy getting my gear on, wading out into the water and swimming out to the drop point. I love being in that liminal space, at the surface looking into the world I will soon be entering. I like to check my gear, tighten things down, and check again. I love looking down at the world I am going to enter, and then look up at that surface as I sink down.

I relish that moment between worlds.

Isabella and the pot of Basil

Isabella and the Pot of Basil
by William Holman Hunt
Oil on Canvas.
1868
currently in the Laing Art Gallery,
Newcastle upon Tyne

I have been doing some reading and research on plants and herbs lately. I know a lot about the earth as a whole but I have been enjoying learning about the things that grow on the rocks I love so much. 

I found a book at my used bookstore a while ago called Myths and Legends of Flowers, Trees, Fruits, and Plants by Charles M. Skinner. It is an older book and my printing is from 1939. I am really enjoying the little stories and myths with different plants though. Last night I looked up basil and discovered a wonderful story (and some amazing paintings of it) that I had never heard before! 

It is the story of Isabella and the pot of Basil. There is also a Johns Keat’s poem about the story. If you had read Hyperion then you would understand why I always perk up at the mention of Keats. I think re-reading those books is in my very near future. I will do my best to summarize the story without ruining it.

 Isabella was a Maid from Messina in Sicily Italy. She lived with her brothers who were very successful business men. Lorenzo was a manager of one her brothers businesses and she and him fell in love. Her brothers pretended not to notice the interactions between the two of them for a while to avoid scandal.

After a while though they sent Lorenzo to a festival outside of the city. On the way there they killed him. They told their sister that he was away on a long trip. After a while though when he didn’t return she worked up the courage to ask where he was. Her brothers coolly replied “Why do you care where he is? Don’t ask about him again”.

Isabella was worried and spent the rest of the day in her room. She called out to her lover asking for him to return. That night when she fell asleep Lorenzo did return to her in her sleep. He appeared before her as a ghost covered in blood and told her “I can never return to you! Your brothers have killed me!” and then he told her where she could find his body.

When she woke up the dream had such an impression that she went to the location it revealed to her. There, as if in sleep she found the body of Lorenzo. She at first wanted to move it to holy ground but realizing that this would likely lead to its discovery removed the head and placed it in folded in fine linen in a large pot. She filled the pot with earth and planted basil in the pot. She took comfort from guarding the pot and tending the basil that grew in it.

She watered the plant with tears and it grew strong. Her brothers grew suspicious of her always being home with the basil pot and thought she had some mental malady and decided to help by taking away her basil plant. She cried uncontrollably for its return and her brothers still worried about her decided to see if she had anything hidden under the plant in the large pot. There they discovered the head. They buried the head again and fled to Naples. Isabella died of an broken heart still crying for her pot of basil.

I hope you enjoyed that story! I recommend reading the Keats poem as well. It really is always fun to learn new things. To finish off this post I am going to leave you with a photo of my awesome book, and of the basil we have growing happily in the garden! 


Never stop learning

I have been a slacker when it comes to the podcast and I apologize. I have been a slacker being a teacher because I have been busy being a student. I have spent years of my life putting all my energies into working and studying to understand the earth. It was a long and hard road but I loved every minute of it. I have also spent a lot of time with the spiritual side of myself. Both of these works have been very rewarding. I think I needed to be solid in both before the universe showed me the next fork in the path. I have a career, and a solid spiritual base.

Now I am learning a Craft with a capital C. I am using this learning period to help friends and loved ones and the feeling is just bringing me almost to tears. It feels so good to take all this training and feel like I am doing something totally different and concrete in a new way. It is new and exciting and I am enjoying exploring my reaction to it as well as the results. 

The only constant is change. Change is scary, but sometimes it is a very good thing. 

Science and Magic: more reflections on complex ideas

I was inspired to continue writing about science and non-science things by the amazing response I got to my science and religion post. I figured a good companion would be to talk about science and magic. However, as I have pointed out before the words “magic” and “deity” have a lot of cultural meanings and to make it super clear what I am talking about I am going to use a different word. I am going to talk about the known “science” and the unknown “sparkle”. I am using sparkle because in this context it doesn’t make sense with its normal cultural definitions, therefore it stands out. I am going to use sparkle to talk about magic, spirit, energy, and deity. Sparkle is the essence of the unknown. Now that we have our variables defined (like a good scientist) I am also going to use two examples to illustrate my points, the favorite whipping boy the placebo effect, and dreams.
I don’t like be super serious all the time so here is some My Little Pony fan art. This is called Sparkle by Richard W. 
 To me the word is a place we seek to understand. Humans developed a rigorous system to systematically try to understand the world and we call it “science”. Alchemy was once considered a “science” and was treated with the same rigorous testing. Over the years science has branched as human knowledge has grown. When we first evolved there was a vast amount of knowledge that we now take for granted that was a huge unknown mystery. If you think about it, a sunrise is a beautiful amazing thing, and to know why the sun rises you need to know something about astronomy. Where the sunrise used to fall into the category of “sparkle” miraculous things we didn’t understand, we have now slid it into “science” because we know whats going on. But does that make it any less amazing?
Medicine
Let us now talk about medicine. One of the most amazing discoveries in my mind is the placebo effect. We now know that if you give someone a sugar pill they can actually feel better. We know that this happens, and we now test things against the placebo effect. New medicines must have a higher success rate than the placebo effect. Personally the placebo effect is the perfect example of science and sparkle. We know that the placebo effect works, and we know what it is. It is a defined entity so it lives in science. However, that now tells us something about us that I think is vitally important to those of us who also practice traditional healing. The brain can be the source of a malady. That is what it tells me. If you can trick the brain into making you feel better than sometimes it can be reasoned it is the brain that is making you feel bad in the first place.
There is an excellent example of this thinking in my Hawaiian Medicine book. As with most Hawaiian teachings there is a story that opens the book. The book is Kahuna La’au Lapa’au: The Practice of Hawaiian Herbal Medicine by June Gutmanis. I am not anywhere near finishing this book, I usually pick it up every once in a while and flip through it. I got it along with a bunch of plant ID and animal ID books when I moved here to help me learn my new environment. The prologue starts
“The year was about 1900, Auntie was telling her troubles to her haole friend and physician, Dr. George Herbert in his office on Alakea St. It was pleasant to call on Dr. Herbert. He spoke some Hawaiian and he understood the pilikias of Hawaiians as well as haoles. Auntie talked on and on. Her great breast heaved with emotion as she described the sick in her head and throat which did not cure with the medicines he had given her. Finally Dr. Herbert said, “Auntie, I don’t think I can cure you. You get Kanaka sick. We are old friends, I understand. Better for you to try Kanaka cure.”
Historical Photograph (source) circa 1932
This is exactly what I think ties traditional healing, the brain and western medicine together. When you are physically ill, physical cures are what you need. When you are emotionally ill, physical cures will not work because the problem is not physical. In that case, traditional healing goes after the actual problem. Sometimes a sparkle problem can only be fixed with a sparkle solution.
Knowing this doesn’t make traditional medicine and healing any less amazing, it just means we understand its place in the array of options for healing. Western Medicine is great at physical problems that can be studied and quantified, but the problems that arise from the more abstract source of our mind and emotions, they are horrible at fixing. It all comes down to the source of the problem.
To summarize the rest of the talk story: Aunties illness in the book was due to an argument that she had with her son, he had left home on a ship shortly after. The anguish about this situation had caused her pains and the gods were asked for help. Auntie was cured.
Dreams
I hope that made sense, because I am going to move further into the mind and talk about dreams. I want to start with a story. Last week I had a dream. In this dream I went up to my chicken coop and instead of the single egg that is brown that I usually get from my laying hen, there were two eggs, one brown and one white. In the dream the second one was from one of my new hens, and I was ecstatic and then the dream went abstract. When I woke up I remembered the two eggs and the colors. Two days later when I came home from work my husband told me “We got two eggs today!” and sure enough one was brown and one was white.
Good girls! Look at those pretty eggs!
There are two ways I can explain what happened. The first is with sparkle. I could see the future and predict that the she was going to soon lay an egg and what color it would be. The other way to explain it is, the person I bought the hen from probable told me she would lay white eggs and I just forgot. I might have also subconsciously picked up on some subtle cues in her behavior. This information was processed by my amazing behind the scenes computer, and the solution was fed to my conscious via a dream. To me that is even more amazing than “I saw the future”. I think this example perfectly illustrates how just because you are starting to understand how something works, doesn’t make it any less amazing. How cool is it that my brain was able to process all this information in the background and then feed me a cute dream to tell me the results!?

I am going to leave you with a quote from the amazing Author C Clake  “Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic.” Which has been popularly misquoted (I think anyways)  as “Magic’s just science that we don’t understand yet.” 

January Island Hopping

I went on a little trip last week. When I say little that is because the flight was short. I stepped off my island into a completely different world. That is what I love about Hawaii. There are so many different environments on each island, and every island is so different. Hawaii as we have talked about before is the “type location” for hot spot volcanism. That means that Hawaii is the example that was used to explain the process. The Big Island is the youngest island and as you go north they get older. The last of the main Hawaiian Islands are Kauai and Niihau. Further north are the northwest Hawaiian Islands who are mostly atolls. 
Main Hawaiian Islands from space (Wikipedia)
For this trip I went to Kauai. This is one of my all-time favorite places in the world. Most specifically I LOVE the north shore. My parents were with us and their reaction in the morning (we got in at night) sums up how I feel about this area “This isn’t real! I’m in a painting!” 
Like a painting (my photo)
One of the things that is hard to describe that my geologic training brings to my everyday life, is how I see a landscape. Maybe this can best be illustrated with an example. We went for a hike on the Na Pali Coast which is an erosional feature (formed from streams cutting down through layers of rock and ocean storms breaking off the fronts of the cliffs). It is a very impressive landscape but you can see on a small scale what is creating it when you look at your feet. If you hike along the trail you will see these round rocks with what looks like rinds about them in circles. It is like an onion has been peeled away one layer at a time. This is called spalling weathering. Bits of rock break off as the rocks is chemically broken down by the water. Once you see one, you see them everywhere. I pointed one out to my mom and she suddenly saw them everywhere! 
Spalling texture with my feet for scale (my photo)
One of the other things I love about island hopping is how different every island feels. The Hawaiian word for spiritual energy is Mana and the word has roots and variations all over Polynesia. I’ve said before that I don’t like the term “energy” or “force” even though it’s a good way to get across what I am talking about. In this context since I am talking about Hawaii I will use the Hawaiian word Mana. In general I have decided that in order to set apart what I am talking about from physical definable properties (energy has physical meaning) I am going to use the word Sparkle. It just seems a perfectly silly way to talk about something serious. And this is me so it fits. In Hawaii though I will refer to Sparkle as Mana. 
The mana of Kauai feels very different than the other islands I have visited. There is just something so peaceful about that island, something deep and slow. Maybe it is the age of the island and that the mountains roots are showing but it just feels deep and resonant. In terms of the geologic time Kauai is not that old, but in terms of the islands it is the oldest I have been on. The flows that make up the Na Pali coast erupted around 5 million years ago.
Na Pali Coast (Wikipedia)
Living in the islands for since time now I have picked up some words that I find incredible useful. When giving directions things are mauka (towards the mountains) or Makai (towards the sea). I’m not sure if it is correct to use them the following way but I have heard it before. For this trip I spent a lot of time mauka and not as much time Makai. The mountains are beautiful, and even if it seems to always be raining it is a very pleasant and comforting rain.
When the sun goes down in Hawaii it GOES DOWN and it is DARK! We found a copy of South Pacific in the condo we rented and split watching it over two nights after dinner. It was filmed in part right below where we were staying.
I think I have rambled on enough. Although I want to leave you with this thought. Kauai should be remained the chicken and nene isle. SO MANY NENE (endangered Hawaiian geese) and the chickens are of course legendary.
Nene Family (my photo)
P.S. The January Contest is still going on! Are you liking my rambling writings? Want to hear some rambling reflections in the podcast? Let me know! (Click HERE)

Happy New Year! 2014 January Giveaway!

Happy New Year everyone! I have something special for you for the January Giveaway!

JANUARY 2014 GIVEAWAY
Dates: 1/1/14 – 1/28/14 CLOSED

This was a rough year for a lot of people, myself included so lets kick this year off with a bang! For this month let me know what you want to hear in the podcast! What are you interested in? Is there a segment you want to hear? Maybe a topic or current event you want me to cover!?

Comment with your answer or email me with the subject line JANUARY GIVEAWAY

Last entry will be accepted on 1/28 winner accounted within 1-2 days and you have until 2/2/14 to email me your mailing address.

Prize:

2014 Witches’ Companion Book by Llewellyn
Lucky Green Rice by Draconis Arcanum
Another Random Draw!

Please refer to giveaway rules:
#1: answer question
#2: answer between dates given
#3: check back to claim your prize
#4: pay attention to restrictions on shipping
#5: no bitching (have fun!)
#6: open to everyone (see #4) so feel free to share
#7: Reviews are good, review if you care inclined.
(more details on the RULES post)

Being a Beginner Again

I’m a beginner again. I have a love hate relationship with starting new things. I love when I get to that point where I feel like I have a handle on it, but I HATE being a beginner. I am a beginner again because after years of my practice being mostly spiritual I am getting some “formal” training in hoodoo and rootwork. It feels very different from how I have always practiced. I am a big fan of spiritual work on the inside and mundane sweat and tears doing. Want a new job? Get your head in the right space, and work that network and revise that CV 50 times and carefully tailor it for each place you send it. I usually rely on only minor magikal umph and have a “do it myself” attitude. Never hurts to learn the big guns though!




The question came up “what do you want to learn to do?” and this was surprisingly hard to answer. Like I said I don’t do a whole lot of work for myself and I almost never do workings for other people. I had no idea! I have a job I love, and I have an amazing husband and isn’t that #1 and #2? Love and Money!? It was a hard year for my family but we pulled through, and even though it was rough it wasn’t bad, just emotionally tiring.


I still haven’t answered the question though. Blessings, and cleansing and protections are always good to have in your quiver, but beyond that I am almost stumped! I try to never work out of anger (see post on negativity), so I wouldn’t even want to tempt my dark side by learning that stuff. So I find myself asking “would I do work for others?” and I guess the answer is “yes” I like helping people. The workings I have done in the past were a more abstract variety and that is the polar opposite of Hoodoo so I guess my ideas about when and for whom to do workings should also change.


So here I am thinking about my friends who are struggling in academia (because it sucks to be early career right now) and what sort of “umph” they could use. Networking is insanely important so honey jars is an obvious start when someone is applying for a job, as well as stopping gossip. Clear thinking for research and a good memory as well. Maybe even a little third eye umph into the workings of the earth. Relaxing is also key, stress can be a mind killer. Maybe even road-opening since a lot of friends found jobs in places they never thought to look. Also money draw would be useful to get funding secured.


For now I have homework to do before I move onto the next thing. This is a totally new and exciting journey!

Happy Winter Solstice!

There is very little change in the amount of daylight between summer and winter solstice where I live, but I enjoyed an excellent time with friends and family and good food! 

Now seems like a good time to start new things, so in terms of new things…. I actually am getting some real one on one teaching. I am getting some training in hoodoo currently (well I just started this week). And so far it is a total mind bender. I like it but it is making me rethink how I do things. First of all it can be hard to find some herbs in the middle of the pacific, and in the past I just shrugged that off and would use whatever I happen to have. But. This is like science, a recipe, an equation, not all substitutions work. So I have been running around town trying to find things locally. 
Its like I have always operated with my craft on the opposite side of my science brain and my line has become a circle and the ends are meeting around back. 
Long story short I just started a bunch of seeds, because I have a feeling buying supplies online is going to get expensive fast. I am going to have a container hoodoo garden! I can grow things year round here so if there is anything I should start, let me know! 🙂 
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